EVERYTHING WILL BE OK =)

sometimes really feel lost when something just wasn't follow my wish

it might because i wasn't doing good enough in achieving them

i wish i could be the innocent one as in the past

no worries, keep day-dreaming...

although i do these sometimes

but problem keep surround us as we grow up

especially for a girl =)

solution doesn't come by its own

we have to find it

when i was still a child

i learn to walk

when i was still a student

i learn to write

when i was still a girl

i learn to love

everything i learn

it makes ME

how many problem have i faced

it makes ME

i have faced so many problem in making today's me

i believe i can face it as well like what i have done in the past

nothing will stop me from creating my own future

everything will be the same!
the most i treasure is my dear friends~
thank Joan for standing beside me whenever i feel lost~
you motivate me a lot~
promise not to disappoint you~

although i will cry sometimes

although i will fake my smile

so that you won't see the feeling deep in my heart

although i will envy them

although i will praise them

so that you won't see my pessimistic

是不是会哭的人都不坚强？

i'll be ok as time past~ be strong!

=)

当冬夜渐暖

很多事情 不是谁说了就算

即使伤心 结果还是自己担
多少次失望表示着多少次期盼
事实证明 幸福很难

我们之间 不是谁说了就算
拉扯的爱 徒增结局的难堪
一百次相爱只要有一次的绚烂
下一次 会更勇敢

当冬夜渐暖 当大海也不再那么蓝
当月色的纯白变得阴暗
那只是代表快乐 不再那么简单

当冬夜渐暖 当夏夜的树上不再有蝉
当回忆老去的痕迹斑斑
那只是因为悲伤从来 都不会有答案

当冬夜渐暖 当青春也都烟消云散
当美丽的故事都有遗憾
那只是习惯把爱当作喜欢
重要的是 我们曾爱过那一段

我的部落格第3首歌

>>

说了再见

天亮了 雨下了 你走了

清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
你看看 你看看 不到
我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
若角色对调 你说好不好

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

你的笑 你的好 脑海里 一直在绕
我的手 忘不了 你手的温度
心碎了一地 捡不回 从前的心跳　
伤心过去 我无力逃跑

我的部落格第4首歌

>>

我没有爆牙

哈哈~我输给一个爆牙妹~

不错噢! 有爆点!

我技不如人~认输了~哈哈!

要爆牙才赢，我宁愿拔光它。

你慢慢享受吧~

评审的错

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回到原点

在槟城的4天3夜 真的很开心

跟好朋友一起度过的每一天

大家没有烦恼的吃喝玩乐

好希望每天都可以这样过

回到吉隆坡后

却开始变忙碌了

开始浮现很多烦恼

生活像失去了方向

前途很渺茫

希望烦恼的事和人可以离我远远的

我的生活圈圈不欢迎你。。。

不要你

//

‎*-May 20 ♥_____♥ 520-*

今天是5月20日~雨天

这样的天气，睡觉最适合不过了

妈妈竟然买榴链回来!!
我自知这几天没什么喝水

吃下去的话，Penang Trip肯定去不了
为了星期一的到来
要逼自己不能吃 >< 要忍!

原本有好多好多事情等着我去办

可是却不想去理会
假期要为那些Event而烦恼，就不是假期了

所以在FB看了又看，没有目的的看别人的照片

另一方面在等他上线

因为今天是个有意义的日子>>520>>我爱你
希望今天可以听见这几个字就会很开心了

有人问:
为什么人的心情会因为天气而改变?
有人说:
因为人都以为自己是这个世界的主脑，常常在想这个世界是不是因为我而存在，是不是只有我在活着而其他人是幻觉，每个人都有自己的世界吗? 你曾经也这么想吗?对号入座，认为天气反映了你的心情。

雨天
=)

My "TerryBird"

i love it so much~

thank lao gong for buying me this Terrybird!

Yes! is Terrybird not Angrybird...

i named it~ ^^

i will treat it as my ♥ ᵇᵅᵇᵞ

=3=

muackss

深夜躲着哭泣

为什么

我会不停的哭

好不容易停了，却又流泪了

看到你的字语，感觉我自己很讨厌

相爱需要互相信任

可是我做不到

以前是你教我爱情不能专一

现在要我信任你吗

你的安全感有给我吗

我错了吗

我爱得太过份了吗

除了对不起

我可以说什么

你一定看死我会冲去开你的户口

你会知道我却呆在这写部落吗

那你对我的信任有多少

我好恨我自己

为什么只喜欢你

一个让我哭泣的你

我只能躲起来

不停的哭

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你可知道 女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你 而是你在她心中太美好 她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道 深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後 自己卻轉身不斷哭泣

女人知道太多不該知道的事情，男人不知道太多該知道的事情

當愛來的時候，男人不懂得珍惜，當愛走的時候，又不懂得放手

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T^T

懦弱

哭包

虽然知道今天不会见到你。。。

正常人考完试，有多少个会想起你的他。。。

可是我还是抱着什么期望，穿着那件新买的衣服等你来。。。

希望会有什么惊喜的。。。

收到那信息时，并没有很在意，在预料之中。。。

我也知道，这个时候不该打扰你。。。

只好等着。。等着。。。等着时间过。。。

在等夜晚到来。。。在等一个人。。。

没有消息，没有人影。。。

看着韩剧，戏剧里有快乐有失落，我又笑又哭。。。

笑是想起你，哭时想起你。。。

看见你上线了才得知你到家了。。。

当我问你几时得空时，没想到你回答我"拜六"。。。

想想，今天拜二。。。呵呵。。。拜六才得空吗?

我这个女友被排的后面去了。。。亏我以为假期会在那里过呢。。。

要见你还真难。。。

最后，你答应的事情没有办到。。。

知道了。。。当初你只是说谎让我不追究。。。

现在，迟迟拖延。。。真的好失望。。。

不知道什么时候，看着韩剧，就哭了。。。

还真是个哭包。。。

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发觉我的部落格70%的内容都是写我的感情。。

看来我是个伤心时才会写部落的人。。算是种发泄吧。。

我和你们不太一样，我的朋友，对不起啊~

闷着了请多多体谅。。。

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=|

泪停了

HOLIDAY TIME!!

9 May was my last paper...

Advance Calculus...it wasn't as easy as i expect...

Although we all seem not really do well, but still so excited

because it is HOLIDAY!!

We decided to go to Sepang Goldcoast~

We go for a lunch before that =)

Kuchai Lama 鱼头米

鱼滑&鱼头米

生虾鱼头米

After finish out lunch, then we heading to Sepang goldcost luuu~~

Inside the car, feeling wanna sleep after eating >> PIG haha

But we all do have a great time talking this and that...

The car is full of laughing voice...=)

It is really happy...

Around 2 to 3pm we reached there after a long journey

Here we are, under the hot sun

keep taking photo

never let go the chances to take photo on the beds provided

Me and Steron

Jane looks so shy to take photo~ apa sal paiseh le XD

i prefer this, but xiao luan not with us...

the only one group photo

Other than their beds...

the next destination is their beach..

but so waste that the sea is 退潮 at that time

we need to walk further to touch the sea water

Me and Karen

Really hot, beh tahan, eat ice-cream first

this is ketam? XD mini one

they will hide inside the sand whenever we go nearer

Me

Pura-pura walking like so sad...XD

The journey haven end yet...

We go for dinner 叫菜吃

We go pasar malam

We go Sunway Piramid

Along this journey, we eat non-stop ><

Around 10pm i reach home...

Aiyo, mun mun dun cry...

this guai guai daughter need to go back home celebrate mother's day with family

Never mind, the real Penang trip is wating for us...

Cheer up!! ^^

>>photo are taken from Xiao Luan =)

>>thank Steron for driving this long journey =)

^~^

it is really happy

傭兵樂團~ 阿弟的新作品~好好听噢~♥

蕭景鴻創作

=當愛=

風格：抒情

花謝了 也會有再盛開的時候

雨停了 總會有晴朗的天空

而妳總是留給我

無法盼望的黑洞

風起了 吹開了 沒人等門的失落

燈滅了 灰暗無情看著我

而妳總是留給我

無法期待的時空

當愛從妳手中墜落

我還能對誰乞求

才開始惶恐 沒有妳的以後

當愛遺失在妳眼中

我還追尋妳的夢

現在我才懂 原來只是場作弄

我是妳的玩偶

是上天的作弄

音樂人：蕭景鴻&傭兵樂團 Mercenary Soldier	語言：國語
作詞者：蕭景鴻	作曲者：蕭景鴻
編曲者：林暐浩	演唱(奏)：蕭景鴻
上傳時間：2011-05-07 00:08:23	檔案類型：mp3 (7.5 MB)

♥♥

(右边的小框框可以听噢)

After FE paper, here comes the Advance Calculus

Today just finish another paper Financial Economics 1.
This paper was tough for me... I have no idea on what the questions want... I am such a stupid idiot, shouldn't study Actuarial Science. This course is only for expert in fact, why am i want to challenge this course?

But it is too late for me to change course, i hope i can past all and graduate as planned. I am considering to extend my study from 3yrs to longer period by taking lesser subject in each semester in order to focus more on the subject. I want to increase my cgpa at least to 3.0. I know it was tough, but i have to try. And i want to take external paper in case my result was not good.

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After talking lots on such SERIOUS topic, feel so stress suddenly. The main purpose to write this blog actually is to PROMOTE my "hardworking mood" today and promote this drink as well.

I know i am not going to study when i go back home after taking that paper. Since these days i was like that, i don't even touch the note from 5pm to the next day 5pm. What i was doing in the 24 hours? Dunno!

So, i am so smart that, i bring along my calculus note today to UTAR, and i stay back to study after the FE paper in the library. Waah, unbelievable. And i finish Chap 1 in the library by 2.30pm. I broke my own record since these days i never study as today.

Then i feel hungry, i went to the cafeteria to have my lunch to reward myself on how hardworking am i just now.

I like this drink so much~ It taste good, and with 果肉 inside~

I can drink and crew at the same time, with one price RM1.70

And it is healthy drinks. It is so late that i realize its benefits today.

I will buy YOU more next time. LIKE!!

However, after having my lunch, i changed my venue to study >> reading room. Immediately, i feel sleepy. No idea why can't I focus in the reading room, it might be feel sleepy after having lunch, or it might be the people surround me are keep talking, no pressure put on me (students in the library are different! They give me pressure and motivate me a lot!).

LOL~

Finally i fall asleep on the table until 4pm! Utar bus!! 4.15pm!! Go back lo~~ What to waiting for? XD

^^

not bad la

结束了

终于还是结束了。。。

不知道该说什么。。。

还以为你会明白我所做的一切都是因为爱你。。。

原来不是的。。。

一时冲动吗?

我真的希望我有一天很冲动的这么做。。。

因为我做不到。。。

就连后悔的机会都没有。。。

心情糟透了。。。

明天还得考试。。

还是读书吧。。

没有你，我会更加努力。。。

=)

我没事

gg.com

Thanks to IAM this subject.

Introduction to Actuarial Mathematics.

I have never been so worry about my result as today!

So regret that i dint spend more time on it (i only spend 2days to study this subject) *sad*

End up with no enough time to read through all tutorial, not even memorizes all the formulassssssSSS~ *too much*

argghh~ my cgpa GONE!
Previously, planning to push up my cgpa at least to 3.0

But have to face the reality this time, going to repeat this subject?

God bless me please *cry*

I should not blame anyone, since it is my fault that i dint do my responsibilities as a student to complete my revision.

It seems like IAM this subject only affects some of the students (like me), most of them seems to have no problem on it~

Hopefully i can do well in the other subjects...left 3 more!
Tomorrow is another subject, burning midnight oil tonight!
GAMBATEH~~

God bless me

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