你很忙么

你忙，忘了我需要人陪；

你忙，忘了我会寂寞；

你忙，忘了我在等你；

你忙，忘了你对我的承诺

。

但你知不知道，爱情不是等你有空的时候，再去珍惜的。

我想念你

T~T

♥感人♥

“丫头，我打赌，你一定不敢翘课。”“谁说不敢？”

“美女，我打赌，你一定没有喜欢的人。”“谁说没有？”

“姑娘，我打赌，你一定不会嫁给我。”“谁说不会？”

“老婆，我打赌，你一定不愿在我的面前穿性感内衣。”“谁说不愿？”

“老伴，我打赌，你一定不会离开我…” 这一次，却再也没有了回应。

好感人

T~T

双鱼座 无法 假装坚强

双鱼的温柔一直都是真情的流露，眼泪不是他们博取同情的武器，而是一个属于他们自己表达内心情感的方法。因为人在伤心的时候，再多的言语也是苍白的，忍不住的眼泪总是轻而易举的夺眶而出，受伤的表情也总是好不遗漏的被全部捕捉到。能够坚强该有多好，能够在失败的时候笑着说有勇气再来一次该有多好。只可惜，假装的坚强只会成为双鱼透明的面具，毫无意义。

Truth

T~T

Actuary Today 2011

Today, i was in duty to give out flyers in the Education Fair in Mid Valley 3rd floor Hall 1 & 2 on out event Actuary Today, as a publicity department committee.

Waking up late in Saturday as usual until i get a call from Weng Foo to remind me for today's duty. Dressing up well, preparing to go out just realize i have no shoes to suit my formal shirt (other than my high heel shoes). I randomly pick a pair of semi-sport shoes since i was in rush. Gosh~~ It really look bad with these combination! Feeling uncomfortable in the whole journey.

Once we reached Mid Valley around 12pm, we tried out to ask for permission to give out flyers at other colleges/universities' booth yet were rejected. We only managed to communicate with a lecturer who teaches Actuarial Science in Help University in helping promoting Actuary Today to their actuarial course students. However, it isn't our main objective. We should have targeted parents instead of students. My friend told me there is a nicer sentence to describe us using "We are trying to publicize out event without spending any cost." rather than "We are illegally giving out flyers in the education fair (since UTAR do not have a booth there)". Yes, the 2nd sentence is from me. LOL~ Trying out others ways to complete our task yet so many obstacle we faced since there is only 2 of us in duty, human power is limited.

Around 3pm we decided to leave after doing our best. Tired with the travelling especially squeezing in the KTM that always crowded with people. Once i reach home, i was like "Finally..." Seriously, i really don't like to dealing with people that need to ask for permission, request, begging. I prefer more not to dealing with these kind of task. Hate! This proven that i am not suitable to be in publicity / sponsorship departments. Although i don't like it, but i have to complete my task as long as i am a committee in publicity now. Fighting!

Before i pen off, need to promote here Actuary Today.

Hope anyone who haven heard about this will have a look and pass around to your friends.

Here you are AT facebook page as an event organization & AT website.

Actuary Today 2011 - Unfold The Untold

^-^

I Won't Cry If I'm Not Care

Yea~ There are some questions i have been asking myself but still couldn't get any idea on it. At the moment, feeling bad. Without realizing, it drops.

Now, when i flash back the moment, i should be understandable instead of reacting in that way. I'm sorry. You might feeling worse than me. Just because I am not a qualified caring friend, so selfish on caring my own stuff, making people around me suffer from my act.

Sometimes I am afraid to talk with,

normally by trying an error. Testing your expressions by saying my first sentence. If a smile I observed then I continue to talk more, else I know. I found you laugh more when interacting with others rather than me.

Although I will express my stress on others sometimes yet not often, cause "stress" isn't an excuse to do in such way. Although I cry always, but only when I am touched, sad, and pain. Don't thought that there is only love I care, friends i do care as well. Again, I'm sorry. Hoping to become a qualified caring one.

night

...zZ

老公会这么对我么?

一輩子都只跟老婆做的50件事情

1、買一套大房子給你，為我們的寶寶留一間嬰兒房。
2、讓你躺在我的腿上靜靜的看書，然後撫摩你的頭髮。
3、當你說自己很累不想做飯時，把你抱上床蓋上被子，然後親自給你做我最拿手的方便麵！
4、當你不吃飯的時候哄著你吃，再不行就餵你吃。
5、帶你去趟馬爾代夫，感受靜止時空。
6、再和你去趟非洲，讓你感覺自己非常的白。
7、把我的牙刷偷偷的和你換一下。
8、每個特殊的日子都要在你心裡留下一段特殊的回憶。

9、在洗澡的時候幫你搓背，洗完澡後幫你揉揉腳。
10、在你累的時候幫你揉揉肩。

11、沒有理由的親親你。
12、你寫的東西我一定做第一個讀者，並且不管你寫的怎樣都鼓勵你。
13、每年秋天都和你去登山。
14、經常抱著你，背著你，哪怕是在大庭廣眾之下。
15、每天醒來先看看你熟睡的樣子，輕輕吻你一下。
16、經常逗的你想哭又想笑。
17、陪你逛街，和你一起做飯。
18、在街上走的時候不讓你離開自己1米，永遠不讓你走靠馬路的那邊。
19、過馬路是都要牽著你的手。
20、在你特殊時期的時候給你端上我做的紅糖荷包蛋，看你把淚水蹭到我胸前。

21、在生活中讓著你，你錯了也是我的錯，吵架後肯定我先道歉，但是在是非方面卻要堅持原則。
22、聽你叫我傻瓜等一切你想叫我的名字。
23、晚上故意叫醒你，聽你庸懶的聲音。
24、在你無助時能在你身邊幫你。
25、幫你梳頭時不弄疼你。
26、在你專心看書時不打攪你。
27、和你搶吃的，把最有營養最好吃的留給你。
28、聽你從海邊打來的電話，聽你踩浪花時的叫聲。
29、幫你買菜時順便買束花給你。
30、在你生病時，守在你身邊，給你塞塞被角，摸摸你的額頭，把你擁入懷中。

31、錢包裡總是有你的照片，或者是全家福。
32、和你一起撫養孩子長大。
33、下班後只要看見家裡的燈滅了就一定自己開門，絕不吵醒你。
34、半夜故意把你的被子踢開讓你往我被窩裡鑽。
35、聽你的話不抽煙，少喝酒，多吃水果，定時吃飯。
37、打雷的時候對你說“來我抱著你睡”因為我知道你害怕打雷。
38、每天和你一起喝牛奶。
39、我們吵架後，會在客廳睡，讓你好好想一想，再等你來給我蓋被子。
40、留一點點的鬍子，在親你的時候偷偷的紮你的臉。

41、在你70歲的時候陪你去看夕陽。
42、和你一起看鬼片，安慰你說“別怕，有我呢！”
43、當你趴在陽台的欄杆上時，從你身後攬住你。
44、不許你說謝謝，對不起之類的話，那樣會很見外。
45、下雨的時候出現在你面前。
46、沒錢的時候會肉麻的說“老婆，給點零用錢吧！”
47、當你和孩子在公園裡嬉戲時，坐在一邊享受著。
48、認真聽你說的每句話。
49、如果我有什麼意外，希望你能找個比我對你更好的人。
50、每天都感激上天讓我們相遇，相知，相愛......

有十样就很满足了

^-^

I Keep Listening to it Over & Over Again!

Officially Missing You

All I hear is raindrops

Falling on the rooftop

Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go

Cause this pain I feel

It wont go away

And today I'm officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache

I could escape

But I fronted long enough to know

There ain't no way

And today

I'm officially missing you

Oh can't nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do

Hey baby say it stays on my mind

And I, I'm officially

All I do is lay around

Two ears full tears

From looking at your face on the wall

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don't even know you at all

I don't know you at all

Well I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say

That I'm officially missing you

Well I thought I could just get over you baby

But I see that's something I just can't do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can't find a way

To let go of you

It official

You know that I'm missing you

Yeah yes

All I hear is raindrops

And I'm officially missing you

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Falling in love with thier voices again!
Jayesslee-Janice(right) & Sonia(left)

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love it

♥♥

The Worst Day Ever

im so frustrated now~

i shouldn't just leave my laptop being like this for such a long period!

since the day the Kaspersky Anti-Virus expired that day...

i have been planning to format and install a new one, yet i do nothing...

No one help me in formatting my sick laptop...

my laptop was not protected by virus since last fews months...

until today, it become worse and worse...

everything is spoiled!

More worse...

it just SPOIL MY LAST PENDRIVE!

i love this pendrive the most, and this the one and only one pendrive i left....

finally when i set my mind to move the files in this pendrive to my external hard disk,

it corrupted TODAY! JUST NOW!

not only this!! my PICTURE ALL GONE!!

im going to mad!

Feeling helpless~

With such helpless minded, i have been searching for help...

hope someone with pendrive can save me the files in his/her pendrive, so that i can borrow it to print it out (need the note in urgent, since next week is the quiz)

The first person im looking for is xxx, replying with this feeling "What? Then? So what u want? (u r so mafan)"~ Well, feel so sad about this, so disappointed on this... then i walk away...

Fortunately, my friend willing to help me
A kind hearted KL help me save the files and print it tmr~

"Really thank you! "

Now i feel better...

Yet im feel so sad for the lose pictures...

Those pictures cannot be taken back...

Flash back this evening...

i was having my lunch ALONE...thinking someone is happily with friends going to cinema watching movie, but im here alone... i hate to be alone~

When the time going back home, just realise there is NO UTAR BUS to Wangsa Maju. 4pm under the sun, walking along the roadside, feels more lonely...

Begging tomorrow not to be the same as today!

emo...

thankful, tired, sad, emo

=)...........=|................=(

读书?

发现我的部落还真丑到爆!

像幼儿园里的作品，觉得超级丢脸的说。。。

哪位高人得空请出手救救它吧。。。

开学的第三个星期了。。。

我好像还没进入状态似的。。。

运魄仍然在空中随风飘荡。。。

不知不觉，下个星期就有2个小考!

刚刚一个朋友提醒我要做Assignment了。。。

突然我中了一枪! ><"

我。。。我还没开始。。。

觉得好惭愧。。。

未遵守对自己许下的承诺~

恩~恩~恩~

写着写着，才知道。。我没东西好写了!

这才好! 专心读书吧，我这懒人!

终于，我读书了! 加油!

o(^-^)o

It's Feeling Bad

How bad is my bad here?
Hmm....not that worse yet bad.

Feeling tired to argue every time with the same reason...
Choose not to argue but "open an eye, close another eye"?

Hmmmmm......
These days im watching the HK drama named 隔离七日情~
Learn something there...
"If you are not happy, do something that can make you happy."

Without realizing there is so much thing that we can do...
There is not only one thing is this world.
I will focus on my academic more.

whenever i feel unhappy, wanna argue, or wanna cry...

I will try not to make myself so down, do something else that make me happy.

What i did just now is "Write a note" on my facebook note: 不要怪我~~！！

night

=)

These Days I Fall Asleep in Class

I spend only 4hrs or lesser to sleep each night

Knowing myself cannot afford this stress, yet i have to continue do so

I cannot pay concentration on lecture class

I force myself not to fall asleep even in tutorial class, but i did fall sleep today
Can u feel how tired am i?

I wish i can sleep more
I wish i am the one was awake by someone

I wish i can spend my time on studying rather than doing useless event
I wish i am not joining any event ever
I wish i can sleep right now!
BUT I CAN'T

Feel sad when no one care me

when u misunderstand me

i don't mean it

=(

A LOT A LOT A LOT~~~THINGS TO DO!

knowing myself left without much time to complete my tasks

but still here to write my new post

im such a lazy girl....

recently nothing much to update

since a new trimester has started a week ago

im trying to adapt to the new situation where not all my gang is be with me

because we all taking different subject, different time slot...

some tutorial class i feel so worry because im alone

without knowing who will be my assignment group member

im so quiet dealing with a stranger, how can i survive without my friends

friends, i miss you all when we are together all the time....

however, there is no way for me to change the tutorial time slot

due to a "negative" places available >> means too much ppl in that particular class

im force to be staying in that class alone...

hope i can meet someone i know and form a group

hoping....><

i have promise myself not to be lazy starting this sem

and im gonna to do it!

motivate me if u can, force me to be hardworking.

i wan the hardworking Yin Cheng few years ago to come back.

the one who wake up in the midnight to study

the one who concentrate in lecture class

the one who do tutorial every week

the one who let others copy, not the one who copy

the one who can do revision without falling asleep whenever reading a book

where have you gone to? come back!

Be hardworking!

"o(^o^)o,,