My Laziness Is Back

It has been always like this... I expect a lot for my holiday when i was having final exam... Yet when holiday comes, it just doesn't as what i think that great~ But the opposite side, it is boring!

So far, i have just watch a movie in the cinema. Johnny English

He is so funny

I can see the shadow of Mr. Bean

This movie just as what i look forward to

The combination of action & comedy

LIKE IT!

Other than that, i done nothing in this holidays. Keep thinking where can i go, what can i do, who to meet... Instead of just sitting infront of this laptop play games, watching movies that i have watched few times...

I have list out what need to be done in this one week holiday, but my laziness make it undone! Iwish someone can help me format my laptop since one year ago and i am still waiting... Sometimes i really get frustrated with it, and i want it to be cured before it getting worse. A new battery for laptop need to be changed as it can only support my laptop 30min although with fully 100% charged with it. Everything needs $$ to fixed it...

4 DAYS~~~~
4 days more, i have to start my internship in Gombak.

4 days more, i have to drive a kancil to go for work.

Mixed feeling in me, fear (when i drive), worry (if i make mistake), sad (need spend a lot $$), lonely (my friend wasn't with me), bored (wake up> work> sleep)....

This might be the reason i am being so lazy these days... Think that i might have not much time to online and rest when i start working... So i have to rest more! In short, be a pig these days! You can date me if you are free this week, i am glad to hang out with you.

PIG

'@'

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

Wish You Were Here

I can be tough

I can be strong

But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit

Behind this wall

You just walk through it

[refrain]

And I remember all those crazy thing you said

You left them running through my head

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it just went with it

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, Here, Here

I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Near, Near, Near

I wish you were here.

I love the way you are

It's who I am don't have to try hard

We always say, Say like it is

And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy thing you said

You left them running through my head

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it just went with it

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, Here, Here

I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Near, Near, Near

I wish you were here.

[bridge]

No, I don't wanna let go

I just wanna let you know

That I never wanna let go

Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go

I just wanna let you know

That I never wanna let go

Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus]

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, Here, Here

I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Near, Near, Near

I wish you were here.

回到陌生的家

上个星期，是马来同胞Hari Raya节日。

妈妈和姐姐回家乡去。

我当然也不想待在家读书，
不想一个人很可怜的待在家(虽然说爸爸也在家)。

于是就到老公家和他家人一起度过。

老实说，在老公家给我一种有"一家人"的感觉。
我家庭状况，跟我较熟的朋友都懂，不怎么好。

在老公家，晚晚读到4am左右，读蛮多的。

(我在自己家读的话，9pm就睡着了)

在老公家，没有冷场，因为有astro。

最好的，当然是可以天天和老公一起。
有点不好意思的是，因为他家人晚餐都到外面吃，他爸爸得多付我一份。增加了他爸爸的负担。虽然没说什么，但也不好呆太久。

一个星期的"包吃包住"的旅游住宿后，是时候回家了。

昨天回到自己的家时，觉得自己的家变陌生了。

不想回到这里，总觉得缺少了什么。

心情很低落，变得容易想念他。

没什么干劲读书。。。。

这时。。。"唉~做么要有考试的。。。。唉~"

读书啦

。。。